Yeah, what he said...

Just...

Sucks to be an option and never a priority

This morning I read an article about a topic which I was introduced more than 10 years ago but never fully understood until I was really affected by it but not able to realize it still. It was with the help of an unlikely friend who was caring enough to act upon a news. This friend didn't need to spend time to reach out and pull me out of my darkness but I am glad my friend did it and I was able to stand up again although it still might cause a little unrest every time I think about those times.

Anyhows, all the main points touched upon were like hitting a nail squarely on its head. He said that when you are just an option:

• It hurts worse than anything
• It's the most embarrassing feeling in the world
• It makes you question your self worth
• Your future and your life have been completely altered, and it’s scary
• It makes you question your perception of the world, of life and of your personal reality
• It pisses you off and, in a way, motivates you
• It makes you realize you need to slow down, retrace your steps, regroup and redirect

It was like a revelation. All his writings echoed what was buried deep in me but strangely for me, I am not able to express it. In a way it was liberating that I was not alone. It is insanely ironic that I already know this since I was introduced to it more than 10 years ago LOL!

I feel that guys are sometimes poor souls that have to suffer in silence but have to put up a strong face each and every day. You know you have to stand up and move forward but it is like the signals to move never made it to your feet to move. You so want to move but unable to.

Sometimes you do things exactly the opposite of what your mind is telling you. Crazy as it sounds but what you want is to actually just get the response which you already know. Seriously, how dumb can you be???  Makes me wonder how many times do I have to tell myself to stop?

Maybe I'll start by putting some distance. Maybe I'll get another drink...

他不懂你的心

I heard this song a couple of times on radio but always forgot to search for it. The conversation in the music video is fairly interesting as well, the final answers takes the cake.

张杰 - 他不懂

他留给你是背影
Ta liu gei ni shi bei ying
关于爱情只字不提
Guan yu ai qing zhi zi bu ti
害你哭红了眼睛
Hai ni ku hong le yan jing
他把谎言说的竟然那么动听
Ta ba huang yan shuo de jing ran na me dong ting
他不止一次骗了你
Ta bu zhi yi ci pian le ni
不值得你再为他伤心
Bu zhi de ni zai wei ta shang xin

*
他不懂你的心假装冷静
Ta bu dong ni de xin jia zhuang leng jing
他不懂爱情把它当游戏
Ta bu dong ai qing ba ta dang you xi
他不懂表明相爱这件事
Ta bu dong biao ming xiang ai zhe jian shi
除了对不起就只剩叹息
Chu le dui bu qi jiu zhi sheng tan xi
他不懂你的心为何哭泣
Ta bu dong ni de xin wei he ku qi
窒息到快要不能呼吸
Zhi xi dao kuai yao bu neng hu xi
喔喔 他不懂你的心
Ta bu dong ni de xin

他把回忆留给你
Ta ba hui yi liu gei ni
连同忧伤强加给你
Lian tong you shang qiang jia gei ni
对你说来不公平
Dui ni shuo lai bu gong ping
他的谎言句句说的那么动听
Ta de huang yan ju ju shuo de na me dong ting
他不止一次骗了你
Ta bu zhi yi ci pian le ni
不值得你再为他伤心
Bu zhi de ni zai wei ta shang xin

Repeat * x2

How to fix Buffalo CS-XL NAS EM issue OR upgrade to newer firmwares

I feel a strong obligation to share my entire day's worth of trial and error not to mention download hell. For those of you who owns Buffalo CS-XL NAS, you might have been disappointed with the results from Google for your problem. You are in luck because I will be helping you out if you got into the same error as I did OR you can upgrade your extremely outdated firmware :)

To make sure we are on the same page or rather using the same device, here is the picture of my device:

 My device, CloudStore CS-XL (doesn't really matter what is the size of the storage)

 

NOT our device, the LinkStation LS-XL most likely renamed because Cloudstore is the same name as the device by Synology

So why do I need to show you both? Any person with a passable eyesight would notice that both are too alike to NOT be the same. I have went through the testing and I can vouch that they are the same, well at least in terms of the firmware which is probably what lead you here.

If you have hit the error Emergency Mode (EM), verified using Buffalo's NAS Navigator software, you will be asked to update your firmware i.e. CloudStor v1.13 (the same as your current). Unfortunately for me, my device went into EM without the LEDs blinking nor did it turn red but it was inaccessible all the same. You may download the firmware here.

If you have successfully gotten your device to work again then congratulations! If you have not read on, same goes for those who wants to upgrade their firmware to a newer version.

At the point of this post was written, the latest available firmware is LinkStation v1.7 and the firmware can be downloaded here (please do download it, required for the next steps). Once you have gotten the firmware, extract the content and you should see a bunch of files. What is of concern to you are just 2 files, the LSUpdater.ini and LSUpdater.exe.

Open the LSUpdater.ini using notepad and you should see this:

[Application]
Title = BUFFALO LinkStation Series Updater Ver.1.70
WaitReboot = 1200
WaitFormat = 600
WaitFileSend = 600
WaitDiscover = 120

[Target]
ProductID = 0x00000011
ProductID2 = 0x00000012
ProductID3 = 0x00000013
ProductID4 = 0x00000014
ProductID5 = 0x00003006
ProductID6 = 0x00003007
ProductID7 = 0x00000015
ProductID8 = 0x00000016
ProductID9 = 0x00003008
ProductID10 = 0x00004001
ProductID11 = 0x00000017
ProductID12 = 0x00000019
ProductID13 = 0x00000020
ProductID14 = 0x00003010
Name = LinkStation

[Flags]
VersionCheck = 1
NoFormatting = 1

Update the content to be like so, the changes are marked with RED. The CloudStore models are added into the file and it was recommended by other support sites that the VersionCheck field should be changed as well, that's what I did so I am sticking to it. Save the file with the new contents!!!

[Application]
Title = BUFFALO LinkStation Series Updater Ver.1.70
WaitReboot = 1200
WaitFormat = 600
WaitFileSend = 600
WaitDiscover = 120

[Target]
ProductID = 0x00000011
ProductID2 = 0x00000012
ProductID3 = 0x00000013
ProductID4 = 0x00000014
ProductID5 = 0x00003006
ProductID6 = 0x00003007
ProductID7 = 0x00000015
ProductID8 = 0x00000016
ProductID9 = 0x00003008
ProductID10 = 0x00004001
ProductID11 = 0x00000017
ProductID12 = 0x00000019
ProductID13 = 0x00000020
ProductID14 = 0x00003010
ProductID15 = 0x00003009
ProductID16 = 0x0000300A
ProductID17 = 0x0000002A
Name = LinkStation

[Flags]
VersionCheck = 0
NoFormatting = 1

Make sure that your NAS is connected to a stable network and NAS Navigator is able to detect it plus it is in the same segment e.g. 192.168.0.*. Run LSUpdater.exe, it should be able to detect your NAS now. If you ran LSUpdater.exe without changing the values, your NAS will not be detected. Click Update. This process will take a while, at least 15-20 minutes as far as I can remember.

After the updater have done its work, you will be prompted a message. Mine said the firmware was NOT compatible BUT my NAS was still displaying steady blue LED light i.e. no issues and finally NAS Navigator is showing that my NAS is using the name I had assigned it and no more EM status. YAY!!!

Now try to access your updated NAS by using the IP as detected by NAS Navigator and you will notice a different looking login page:

Login page of v1.7 firmware for LinkStation, but it is working in my CloudStore :p

MOST other people have reported that they CANNOT login back to their NAS because our previous screen DOES NOT ask for username! The username you should key in now is "admin" (without the quotes) and the password which you used to manage your NAS before this.

I hope you didn't encounter that issue, so if you didn't, CONGRATULATIONS! You have just updated your CloudStore with the latest firmware! To my delight, the bittorent client seems to have been updated as well, at least in terms of the look and feel. I hope this post was able to help you my fellow Buffalo CloudStore CS-XL users =) Cheers

莫文蔚&張洪量 - 广岛之恋

Caught up with another oldies when it was broadcasted over the radio. This is one of the few rare songs which the title is not in the song. Maybe that is why it is not posted here before :p One of my all time favorites that is for sure!

莫文蔚&張洪量 - 广岛之恋

(张洪量)你早就该拒绝我 不该放任我的追求
给我渴望的故事 留下丢不掉的名字
(莫文蔚)时间难倒回 空间易破碎
二十四小时的爱情 是我一生难忘的美丽回忆

(张洪量)越过道德的边境我们走过爱的禁区
享受幸福的错觉 误解了快乐的意义
(莫文蔚)是谁太勇敢 说喜欢离别
只要今天不要明天
眼睁睁看着爱从指缝中溜走 还说再见
(张洪量)不够时间好好来爱你
(莫文蔚)早该停止风流的游戏
(合唱)愿被你拋弃 就算了解而分离
不愿爱的没有答案结局
(张洪量)不够时间好好来恨你
(莫文蔚)终于明白恨人不容易
(合唱)爱恨消失前 用手温暖我的脸
为我证明我曾真心爱过你
(合唱)爱过你 爱过你 爱过你 爱过你

(张洪量)越过道德的边境我们走过爱的禁区
享受幸福的错觉 误解了快乐的意义
(莫文蔚)是谁太勇敢 说喜欢离别
只要今天不要明天
眼睁睁看着爱从指缝中溜走 还说再见
(张洪量)不够时间好好来爱你
(莫文蔚)早该停止风流的游戏
(合唱)愿被你拋弃 就算了解而分离
不愿爱的没有答案结局
(张洪量)不够时间好好来恨你
(莫文蔚)终于明白恨人不容易
(合唱)爱恨消失前 用手温暖我的脸
为我证明我曾真心爱过你
(合唱)爱过你 爱过你 爱过你 爱过你 

誰知道一想你, 思念苦無藥

Oldies are indeed goldies! I reminisced while this song was airing however the content is unfortunately another somewhat melancholic song. The lyrics hits it where it hurts most, the truth... Sudden memories might bring up something which you do not want to remember and all the feelings seem to rush back in :(

辛曉琪 - 味道

今天晚上的　星星很少　
不知道它們　跑那去了
赤裸裸的天空　
星星多寂寥

我以為傷心可以很少　
我以為我能　過得很好
誰知道一想你　
思念苦無藥　
無處可逃

想念你的笑　想念你的外套
想念你白色襪子　和你身上的味道
我想念你的吻　
和手指淡淡煙草味道　
記憶中曾被愛的味～道

今天晚上的　心事很少　
不知道這樣　算好不好
赤裸裸的寂寞　
朝著心頭繞

我以為傷心可以很少　
我以為我能　過得很好
誰知道一想你　
思念苦無藥　
無處可逃

想念你的笑　想念你的外套
想念你白色襪子　和你身上的味道
我想念你的吻　
和手指淡淡煙草味道　
記憶中曾被愛的味～道

At least I get to hear some songs which I am not too familiar with so that I can expand my knowledge instead of just sticking to singers whom I always listen to.