Why are you back again???

I think it has been well over a year that you had not cross my mind but I must have been drunk that I somehow referenced you when asked about how a highly scored girl would look for me. I didn't even flash it for more than 10 seconds and yet you are here now haunting my good night's sleep.

I wouldn't call it a nightmare but perhaps it is because of the unwantedness that it feels like a nightmare. You were not the main point of the dream but yet you were somehow the focus and caused my tachycardia to happen again. You were so attractive that I could not get my eyes off of you despite the fact that you told me that your guy was in the same building. No matter where I needed to go, you would be somewhere in the corner of my eye and I cannot resist to steal a look.

It was a strange setting but its got lots of high tech stuff which I was very interested in. For a techy, he must have died and went to tech heaven because there were so many cool and amazing stuff that could amaze for hours. Probably it was supposed to be a good dream but somehow you managed to turn it into a form of nightmare.

Despite a very apparent lack of sleep, I woke up almost breaking into a sweat in a room that felt as cold as winter with a steady breeze. I cannot explain why but you are like a spectre which I probably can never exorcise.

This song would probably sum up my emotions

鄭秀文 - 放不低 

是你故意欺騙　怪在我太過心軟
你的真話就　等於夢囈　與謊言
無奈你說得太自然　令我聽了也能熱暖
甜言蜜語　原來又一次食言
是你對我改變　你別說世界轉變
解釋得混亂　千絲萬段　太多糾纏
誰沒興緻守這諾言
但卻對我再全心詐騙
胡言亂語　任你講足半天
為何永遠放不低　為何錯愛這一位
但求仍然維繫　不惜一切　我為你執迷
為何永遠放不低　任情愛控制身體
任誰關心　仍未可把你代替
(是明知的　仍願將心意白費)

Truth indeed

Only those who had been forced to do so will well and truly understand this. If it was not pointed out to me, I might still not be able to see it until this day. The fact was bright as day but I had blinders (those used on horses to keep their focus) on and ignored all the signs plus other people. If not because of my nosy friends, I might still be on blinders.

Birthday wish from Google

I know Google always does this but this is the first time I saw it for myself. I was just thinking to perform a search but hey presto! Since I didn't really get that much personal wishes, I guess this was a very appreciated one nonetheless.

Pixelated

Yay! I managed to win 2 tickets but I watched it alone. *Pats self on the back*

Hi All,

I am pleased to inform you that you have been selected as a winner for the Lowyat.NET Pixels contest. Please be at GSC 1 Utama at 7.30pm tomorrow to claim your pair (2) of movie passes.

In addition to these passes, you have also won special Pixel merchandise (to be determined at random) and it will be given to you along with your movie passes.

We will be there to hand tickets until 8.30pm, so please be on time.

If you cannot make it, feel free to send someone else instead. They will have to produce a copy of this email for verification, along with inform us on the day who's tickets they are collecting.

Regards,

Lowyat.NET

I just got a cup holder while I see others get shirts =( Maybe the staff saw that I am too fat... The standard gift given to everyone was a box of magnets. I had no idea why the heck but I soon found out =D

As usual biased towards Americans type of storyline. Had a good laugh but no one to share it with, maybe not so joyful after all. I suppose it's because I forgot to brush my teeth...

The reason why I have so few friends

I wouldn't say I got my mind blown by this but I have been enlightened long ago that I have no control over what others think nor speak of me thus I will control what I can control. Unbeknownst to many, parents will always want to impart good things to their children in hopes that they will do good as well. In following that line of teaching, I would say that I have been good to others especially those who have been good to me.

Another strange thing about me is that although I am HIGHLY unreligious, I know quite a fair bit of many religions. And one of the best teachings I have ever come across was, "do unto others as you would have done unto you". Some teachings calls this karma which essentially preaches the same thing i.e. what goes around, comes around.

Things happen and this happens?

Or maybe I am just really fucked up?

Gadgets showoff 2015 :p

It has been a long time since I have posted the things I have gotten so I might just do it in just a condensed 1 post here now.

I was pretty lucky to get this in the company lucky draw, now it is used for work by accessing company email =_="

Felt like I wanna jump on the supposed healthy bandwagon so bought this although I was quite close to broke at that time. Now the strap is broken :(

My watch cannot keep time anymore so I settled for a cheap alternative first while still looking for a good watch

Got a fair bonus amount so I decided to give myself a treat, preparation for my trip as well =D

I think that is about it for now. Still looking around for accessories for the Yi Action Camera. A colleague of mine volunteered to search for me and I think he found some interesting selections. Have to wait for his collective shipment though...