Something is wrong o_0

I can feel something is wrong but i can quite put a finger on it. Very strange things are happening to me.

When i sleep i don't usually dream, even if i do, its not every night. Furthermore NONE of the dreams are in any way good. I get into fights which usually have someone dying in it, accidents more deaths, problems which get on nerve. There was one morning which i woke up with a clenched fist, i think if i did not wake up, i would have caused some bruises on my palm. It felt numb for almost 1 hour or so.

Because i have dreams in my sleep means that my brain is not resting and therefore i wake up the next morning feeling sleep deprived. That would in turn cause some bad mood swings. Many a time i would have headaches as well. Because my throat don't work well with Panadol or its like made of paracetamol, i take ponstan. Its been a few months since i pop-ed my last ponstan for headache, its also used to treat fever the same effect as Panadol.

My temper is up a few notches and nothing seems to be good/correct. I would have to use my breathing technique to calm myself down, sometimes this does not work really well as well. Am i turning to be a violent man? Usually i can keep my cool but if its coupled with a bad mood swing, you'd better NOT be in the near vicinity.

Also my left eye have been twitching everyday for the past 2 weeks. If according to the Chinese saying, "Zho kat, yau hong" which literally means left means good, right means disaster. If so, i don't see myself getting any richer especially not the 17M jackpot which was walked away by a KL resident :( Is it due to heatiness or is there something wrong with my eye or even is there really something good going to happen?

I really don't feel like myself or am i finally showing my true self? o_0"