5 years ago to the day...

5 years ago to the day, i was in a hospital in the middle of night. I had been up most of the day because it was checkup day. Dilly dally, this and that, we were told to return with some clothes as we are going to be hospitalized as its overdue.

I went home for a quick dinner and shower before heading back to the hospital. Sure wished i had brought something to read or do. A very long wait from sundown until late midnight. During which we just practically stayed in a room listening to all kinds people screaming and machineries beeping. From time to time, a nurse would come and check on us. Periodically a doctor would do his/her checking which i could see was very painful for the person that i know laying on the bed is very pain tolerant, showed her uneasiness with his/her doing.

As the pain intensifies, laughing gas have no effect at all but its the only type of non-dangerous painkiller. The clock ticked past 12am and the unbearable pain was not able to be tolerated anymore and a shot of painkiller was administered. Sadly though, it was just a temporary relief. During the long wait, the conversation we had was about pain, very painful and damn painful...

After about 10 hours of labour, a new Law was added into the country. This Law however proved to be a very tough one in many aspects. Nowadays its really a headache but Law is a Law so you have to accept it, what you can do is try to shape it to be a better Law. I am not perfect so i will not be able to make it a perfect Law but i will have to shape him to be as least a better Law than i am although i am handicapped now.

Happy birthday :)