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I think it has been 1 month of so that I have started to return home late. My definition of late would be 8+. It is to the point where even my son would be asking me, "爸爸, 你怎么暗暗才来回家?". That stunned me for a moment before I realized that he was right, it was already dark when I reach home and not too long after dinner, it would be time for bed.

Although I do not have the feeling of not wanting to go to work yet BUT I know for sure that I am burning out pretty fast. To make matters worst, I don't have much leave now to take to give myself a breather. If I have someone sleeping beside me, I think that person would complain that I am snoring because when wake up in the morning, my throat is dry. I believe this is one of the method to detect whether you have been snoring.

What makes it all worst is that my boss are piling even more work onto us while trying to get new recruits. Everything goes heywire but you are still expected to get things done. Come to think of it, even if there are 48 hours in a day, it would still NOT be enough. Btw, I have lost a few weekends to work because there are things that MUST be done on weekends.

Was almost ordered to go Vietnam to do a branch visit to help them establish better governance but in the end was told that they would prefer someone senior to go. Oh well, I don't have leave to extend my stay to go sightseeing or shopping so perhaps its for the better as the boss will not be around to see that we all go home early HAR HAR HAR!

To wrap things up, I am so damn tired lor to the point that I am yawning when I reach office, doing work and now here while typing. ZZZ