Jumbled post

Been quite busy with work and I sure as hell need a break IF I can get it. The projects are just rolling in and gets more and more complicated that it takes up so much time and my other work will have to be pushed until after office hours. Other than that I have to go the datacenter and most of the time, I am only permitted entry after 9pm. By the time I finish, its late night if not almost dawn.

I recently met up with my old boss and he seems to be doing pretty well. I hope he does do well so that he may offer me a better paying job and perhaps ride high again like we used to. In one of our topics he did plummet me into deep thought and depresssion on a personal matter which had been left pending for ages. In a way, he is right and oddly enough it seems to be what I want but then again I don't really know what I really want. Not making much sense there huh?

I am supposed to have get a training in Hong Kong. I wished that I could go in November but its been dragging and now its mid December already zzz. My friend there is telling me that there is a sale now going on BUT I am still left with no clue when I might be headed there for my training and a MUCH needed break albeit free flight and a few days of accomodation.

My colleagues tell me that I do not need many days in Hong Kong for sightseeing, something like 3-4 days would cover many areas. But when I fire up a trip planner, I can't get too all the places which I am interested in even if I had a week ... Perhaps I am overambitious, then again I do not know much about which places are worth to visit. I would definately want to visit Disneyland, shop for IT stuff, visit the famous places and surrounding islands, shop for some clothing.

I think that I have changed a fair bit but it still feels like I am still miles away from how I want to be seen. Is it because I am not putting enough effort into it? I am not trying hard enough? Maybe I did not do anything at all ... Status quo, like the many work updates which I get.

Not that I want to blame the weather but it is kind of a depressing feeling now is lingering inside me. 了解我的人呢？在哪里？If only ...

As you can see, I do not have the luxury of time nor energy like I used to focus on a topic and pen a long post. SIGH ... I am getting too old for this shit ...