A very heavy stone lifted off my chest ...

The skeleton have finally escaped from its enclosed prison closet. Today my colleague finally dared up to ask me the question and I just answered bluntly. I would have prefered to announce it myself but its ok, at least now that its off my chest and I do not have the feeling of hiding it anymore.

I prefer to announce it myself because I would be prepared to answer questions to clear what they feared to ask before. I was rushing for meetings after meetings after meetings so I did not have more time to clarify with them.

Now perhaps during our lunch next week I can open up for questions and hopefully get them to understand what happened, at least what I think had happened. It doesn't really matter anymore. I just want them to be normal, no need to avoid topics. I love to chit chat with them during lunch or at least listen to their topics and perhaps chip in with my two cents. I hope that does not change.