Still dreaming

I have been on anti inflammatory (to suppress pain and also to reduce swelling for my ankle) for almost a week and the night pill is drowsy. I was really hoping that it would KO me until morning and it did a pretty good job but while sleeping, dreams would invade my slumber and sometimes cause uneasiness. Since a young age, I believe I have a mild form of insomnia and I have learned to cope with it with a going-to-sleep technique. I would imagine a sky filled with stars, almost similar to what you would see if you are going to pass out. Well at least that is the last thing I remember before I find myself waking up in the morning.

I don't really what is in my mind that might cause my dreams because its definitely not about work. About other things, I have tried very much to not think too much. What I'm really thinking is when I am going to visit my friend in a far away country with my son. My initial plan was to go somewhere end May but then I realized that its actually winter there ... Even when its not winter its cold, so I don't think it would be a good idea and a colleague of mine was there during winter and she said that there is a possibility that some places might not be open due to the weather. September holidays is not that long but he can't skip classes because this year he is having some exams during that time. Sigh ...

Green Day - Boulevard of Broken Dreams

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
When the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone up there will find me
'til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up when everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone up there will find me
'til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, aaah-ah
Ah-ah, ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
When the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone up there will find me
'til then I walk alone...