My first ever HDD died T_T

I remember i bought my 20GB HDD at either PC Fair or MicroFest where i went along with my friends hunting for cheap CDRs to burn games or animes. I used my CNY angpau money which totalled about Rm200+. Because my PC died for quite some time so i took out my this HDD so i could use my those external IDE connector to access it via my office laptop, BUT sadly it died on me when i wanted to copy some songs which i wanted to listen to in office, the dreaded "tak tak tak" sound was heard and my Mp3 folder was empty. In this HDD there are more than 10GB of my favourite songs, my entire song collection, mixture of English, Chinese, Japanese, Malay and other languages songs. If anyone every copied any songs from me, now is the time i wish they liked my collection and still have it with them so that i can copy back what i have lost.

The song which i wanted to hear most now can only be streamed which is not a good thing as the admins in my office now are trying to keep tabs on which IP is utilizing high bandwidth so streaming is bad. The song is called 分手吧 by 张震岳.

写一封没有地址的信
想寄到你的心里
告诉你渐渐变淡的爱
你是否曾经注意
过去的美丽日子已经不再
我还在傻傻地找寻
也许你想要说但说不出口
我知道你想说
分手吧 我们分手吧
不要在骗我说你还爱著我
你我的梦
彼此的不同
就算是当作一时糊涂爱错
分手吧 我们分手吧
不要在骗我说你还爱著我
你我的梦
彼此的不同
就算是当作一时糊涂爱错
分手吧

写一封没有地址的信
想寄到你的心里
告诉你渐渐变淡的爱
你是否曾经注意
过去的美丽日子已经不再
我还在傻傻地找寻
也许你想要说但说不出口
我知道你想说
分手吧 我们分手吧
不要在骗我说你还爱著我
你我的梦
彼此的不同
就算是当作一时糊涂爱错
分手吧 我们分手吧
不要在骗我说你还爱著我
你我的梦
彼此的不同
就算是当作一时糊涂爱错
分手吧

分手吧 我们分手吧
不要在骗我说你还爱著我
你我的梦
彼此的不同
就算是当作一时糊涂爱错
分手吧 我们分手吧
不要在骗我说你还爱著我
你我的梦
彼此的不同
就算是当作一时糊涂爱错
分手吧

>90% of the words used in this song describes how im feeling now.

T_T *Tears rolls down my cheeks*