光良品冠 - 胡思乱想

Most japanese anime have good stories and include some interesting love dramas (yes, as you may have expected i just finished an anime series), most of the time not as dramatic as Hong Kong drama series but enough to make one think.

What should be expressed, cannot be expressed.
No matter how much you would really want to profess your feelings towards the other, you must not because like the 2 sides of a coin, there may be 2 very different outcomes. One can only dream for the best outcome but in real life, things do not turn out just like the way you wanted/dreamed/planned it. So you are left in an agonizing situation, to do or not to it? Being a not so positive person, i chose the latter, as i fear for the worst outcome. Which would hurt me more, to suffer in silence or to suffer another huge blow?

The song below, somewhat summarizes my confusion for the moment.

胡思乱想又过了一夜
思念的疑问并没有解决
我又胡乱想过了一夜
情感的东西 是否需要感觉
也许我不知道
我是真不明了
人对情感的渴求
是否那麽重要
也许我不知道
你那儿最好
让我情牵忘也忘不了
也许我不知道
你真的那麽好
我的思念你又明了多少
我胡思乱想
胡思乱想又过了一夜
思念的疑问并没有解决
我又胡乱想过了一夜
情感的东西 是否需要感觉
也许我不知道
我是真不明了
人对情感的渴求
是否那麽重要
也许我不知道
你那儿最好
让我情牵忘也忘不了
也许我不知道
你真的那麽好
我的思念你又明了多少
也许我不知道
你那儿最好
让我情牵忘也忘不了
也许我不知道
你真的那麽好
我的思念你又明了多少
也许我不知道
你那儿最好
让我情牵忘也忘不了
也许我不知道
你真的那麽好
我的思念你又明了多少
我胡思乱想
本歌词由网友十一郎提供

Note : As mentioned in an earlier post, i seemed to have lost my direction, however i do not have anymore feelings for her but am i forlorn until my mind is messed up with what i want or need?