Why Why Why???

"Why" questions are very hard to answer IMHO. =_= but i have been getting alot of them recently.

Why do you look so tired?
Because i am seriously tired. I don't get enough sleep at night. Partially due to my son sleeping late and i usually only able to get some shut eyes after he is asleep. I occasionally wake up in the middle of night not due to nightmares but i would just wake up. Perhaps its because i am now more alone, not so warm and not so strong. Actually after the 5am gathering session, i did not get back to 80% until one day i could not take it anymore that i had to resort to a bottle of Brand's chicken essence to boost me back to >80%. Even on non working days i will not be able to sleep later than 9am.

Why do you look so stressed, why don't you take a leave from work?
There are many types of stress, i don't have any work stress to be honest since i have almost no workload. I do however have a very big worry which most people would face during these troubled times, financial woes. My calculator is giving out smoke already due to my many calculations, the thing which i dislike most to take into consideration, "IF" this/that were to happen then this/that would happen. Sigh..........

Why do you seem unhappy?
For those know of my recent predicament, this is already self explanatory. For those who don't know then just take the above woe as my answer.

Why are you fat, become like middle aged man liao?
Seriously i would like to know what to do as well, i don't eat much, my portion of the food is sometimes as little as those supposedly dieting girls. Who wants to go swimming? I am in need of a partner.

Why do you not drive to work?
Let's see, to fill up petrol a week vs fill up petrol per month? Hmmmmmm................... Easy choice if you ask me. Also i do not have to raise my blood pressure when stuck in jam. My bp is normal again, i don't want to be abnormal again.

Why so serious?
I had been serious almost all my life, i learned to open more up when i went to college. Without the comfort and protection of home, i found that there were alot of things i have to learn to be in society. The many kinds of people who have very different attitude, mentality, and etc.

Why do you not want to convince her to come back?
If you are the captain of the ship, a crew member who wants to go on to a different direction, would you turn your ship to scoop this crew member and sail her direction?