Past revisited @_@

Since im new on the job again after switching departments to avoid retrenchment sort to speak, im in a way starting all over again. When i first joined my company, the first thing i must do is to read a big stack of documents. So this is what im doing at this very moment too. The same symptoms as previously was also suffered ie fishing for whales. My eyes have a VERY hard time trying to keep open.

If im not saved by internet access, i don't know how my day will go by? LYN saved me from boredom, hooked me up with a gang of office workers who were like me, bored to death in the office. Since some of them worked nearby, they brought me to a variety of places to eat for lunch :) Nowadays, Facebook hooked me up with another gang of workers and we "battled" our day with some games in between real work.

Starting over also means that i have lost my seniority and that of course means i have less authority in many things. Heck i think no im even a little speech impaired =X With my tail tucked between my legs, orders are carried out at the levels of clerks or secretaries, not that i have to make coffee for the boss but i am doing donkey work.

Sadly though, my new department is gonna restrict internet use and soon IM usage will be fully blocked. There may be an exception to this but its not a good exception list though, gtalk may be allowed as some business users do use it to communicate with their contacts. However, gtalk seems to be the least used IM other than skype among my group of friends. If not for MSN and YM i really feel like im cut off from the world :(

The place where i sit now like before is quite isolated from my colleagues. I sit alone but this time with a window view =D From time to time i would have a fellow new collegaue (also just transfered) come ask me what am i doing. Im surfing and killing time lar! Nah, im doing presentation slides for boss and trying to memorize this whole stack of files here ^_^ I do miss my ex-colleagues whom i get to joke around with or at least have some little chit chats now and then :(

At times like these, survival is more important than all those it seems :(