Say Goodbye - Step 1

After some info gathering, it seems that this is much more complicated than the reverse of this process =_=. To add insult to injury or rub salt into a wound, it costs a heck of a lot more too =_=|| I suppose this is to let people think through of this decision not to mention the time it may take to complete the whole damn thing.

As if being completely empty is not enough, now i have to find ways to shelve out more stupidly and definitely not welcomed especially at times like these (yes, the economic recession). Although she has stated that she will take up half the payment BUT it will still cost me like half my salary BEFORE tax and EPF.

Clauses will definitely be put in place to protect both parties' supposed rights. Although i would supposedly benefit more from it but i think there are actually 3 losers from this outcome. SIGH, i have no words to describe. Having seen several cases of what im about to go through, i don't see how things will turn out like how i envisioned when i first made plans on children. Although i have marched on through rain and shine for more than 4 years but things got more and more heavy to shoulder especially when we have been jettisoned by someone who thinks that she had thought it through mostly i would say is for HER own good. I suppose it matters not anymore, like how i always predicted, once a person already made up their mind, they would not listen to other's logic and believe that the decision made is final and there is no 2 ways about it.

The timeframe for all this bullshit could range from 3 months to 9 months of which i may not be able to complete this wish within my stipulated timeframe. This is kind of out of my control and i did not have much knowledge prior to setting it. It matters not i guess, the result is already a foregone conclusion written before i can have any say. She may argue that i have been given ample time to turn things around but things are not as they seem (in reality) when compared to what you think MIGHT be happening.

Let the gamesjourney begin and march on, in rain, shine, thunderstorm or flood! Come what may, fall and get up i will, try and retry, give up i cannot!