I just don't get it???!!!

I consider myself as a serious person. So i would expect that what i say would be considered as serious especially if im not smiling. To my horror, the more serious i want to convey my mind, the more likely it is treated as a joke. @_@"Vice versa, my jokes would then be considered as facts ...

After being in the working society for quite some time, cold hard truths must be toned down and gently broken to the target unless they are like me who would prefer to take it up as it is. I have angered many people when i told direct truths and learning from that i have to take a longer route of breaking the news to them.

That being said, there are a bunch of people who won't be able to grasp what im trying say and i had to think of another way of putting it to them. You can't call them stupid as some of these people are very intelligent in their own ways or at work. Perhaps they have become specialized in those field that they are not able to comprehend what is outside of that circle?

Sometimes i feel its really hard to communicate and i feel like trapped on an island speaking a complete set of different language. I have to use sign languages which have limited expressions to put forward my real intent. SIGH ...

A somewhat related song :

Linkin Park - Given Up

I wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace

Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape

I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me

I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared

I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares

I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me

Goddddddd!!!!

Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
Put me out of my fucking misery

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me

A somewhat related to my intent song :

迪克與牛仔 - 愛如潮水

不問你為何流眼淚
不在乎你心裡還有誰
且讓我給你安慰
不論結局是喜是悲
走過千山萬水
在我心裡你永遠是那麼美

既然愛了 就不後悔
再多的苦我也顧意背
我的愛如潮水
愛如潮水將我向你推
緊緊跟隨
愛如潮水它將你我包圍

* 我再也不願見你在深夜裡買醉
不願別的男人見識你的嫵媚
你該知道這樣會讓我心碎
答應我你從此不在深夜裡徘徊
不要輕易嚐試放縱的滋味
你可知道這樣會讓我心碎 *

既然愛了就無怨無悔
再多的苦我也顧意背
我的愛如潮水
愛如潮水將我向你推
緊緊跟隨
愛如潮水它將你我包圍
Repeat *