你懂不懂我为爱忍辱?

I heard this song many times before but today while driving, I really tried to understand what it means but I could only really understand like 50% of the song. However I do know that I like the rhythm of the song and usually that means the song is good in my book.

神木与瞳 - 宽恕

面对面坐着眼神不屑一顾
mian dui mian zuo zhe yan shen bu xiao yi gu
挤出的笑容看起来好突兀
ji chu de xiao rong kan qi lai hao tu wu
我走错一步坠入万丈深谷
wo zou cuo yi bu zui ru wan zhang shen gu


还是会想起你的荒唐糊涂
hai shi hui xiang qi ni de huang tang hu tu
针刚刺在心上血流已如注
zhen gang ci zai xin shang xie liu yi ru zhu
背叛了幸福拿爱当赌注
bei pan le xing fu na ai dang du zhu


曾把感情放逐
ceng ba gan qing fang zu
何时能结束
he shi neng jie su


遇到你我想停止游牧
yu dao ni wo xiang ting zhi you mu
让爱归真返璞
rang ai gui zhen fan pu


飘泊会落幕承诺说得那么铭心刻骨
piao bo hui luo mu cheng nuo shuo de na me ming xin ke gu


你的眼泪让我无助
ni de yan lei rang wo wu zhu
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
ni dong bu dong wo wei ai ren ru


努力学习宽恕
nu li xue xi kuan shu
原谅那错误
yuan liang na cuo wu


不甘我们的爱死在半途
bu gan wo men de ai si zai ban tu
听见你的心还在哭
ting jian ni de xin hai zai ku
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度希望你能觉悟
yi wang bu ji tong man yan su du xi wang ni neng jue wu
我真的领悟
wo zhen de ling wu


伤口慢慢愈合再被爱包覆
shang kou man man yu he zai bei ai bao fu

Now that I have read what the lyrics mean, it is more meaningful to me and I like it even more. There have been many things that happened and somehow we pulled through but sometimes I just don't understand why you cannot see it from my angle that it is impossible? I had to and have sacrificed many many things but there is always another challenge higher and tougher than the previous.

I was not able to accomplish a win-win situation and now its a lose-lose situation. I no longer have many things but in a way its balanced out by regaining something which I have lost almost entirely. Perhaps everything has a price and what was paid for, IMHO was far too expensive to be worth it. Sigh ...