Feeling melancholic

What actually triggered the previous post was a news. Its hard to explain what it was, perhaps more like I don't want to explain/share it due to its conflicting nature. Maybe that is why recently I'm having giant sized headaches. ARGH ...

There are many things we would want to have at least a second chance but in reality there is no such thing as a repeat or second chance. No matter how they repackage/rebrand/rename it, what's happened have happened and what you will try to do is to avoid repeating the mistakes of before.

Sometimes you are given chances, sometimes you don't. If you have tried your best with your second chance but still failed, should you surrender? If you are were not given the chance then would you still try to beg for it? When should you give up?

Some strange people who have said that they will not give up suddenly disappears when they hit what seems to be a iron wall, which part of will not give up gave up?

I thought that I have admitted surrender but perhaps I was cheating myself because it was never the case it seems. I must really give up now because I never said that I will not give up and I am hitting against an iron wall now.

Anyways, perhaps due to her previous songs' impressions on me, I pretty much like this song as well.

黄小琥 - 重来

你是否爱过　
ni shi fou ai guo
你爱他多过他爱你的人　
ni ai ta duo guo ta ai ni de ren
你还记得吗
ni hai ji de ma
你是否爱过　
ni shi fou ai guo
他有种真命天子般的人　
ta you zhong zhen ming tian zi ban de ren
你还记得吗
ni hai ji de ma

相爱以后终于分手　
xiang ai yi hou zhong yu fen shou
分手以后又想重来
fen shou yi hou you xiang chong lai

如果能重来　
ru guo neng chong lai
诚实的去对待
cheng shi de qu dui dai
彼此都没疑猜　
bi ci dou mei yi cai
就没有理由分开
jiu mei you li you fen kai
如果能重来　
ru guo neng chong lai
回忆当作尘埃
hui yi dang zuo chen ai
心不曾被伤害　
xin bu ceng bei shang hai
就能无瑕疵地爱
jiu neng wu xia ci di ai
但是重来　
dan shi chong lai
却不能保证爱的成功或失败
que bu neng bao zheng ai de cheng gong huo shi bai
要重来多少次后才会明白
yao chong lai duo shao ci hou cai hui ming bai

你是否爱过　
ni shi fou ai guo
让你日夜忘不了的人　
rang ni ri ye wang bu le de ren
你还记得吗
ni hai ji de ma
我们曾爱过　
wo men ceng ai guo
不同种类不同面孔的人　
bu tong zhong lei bu tong mian kong de ren
你记得哪个他
ni ji de na ge ta

相爱以后终于分手　
xiang ai yi hou zhong yu fen shou
分手以后又想重来
fen shou yi hou you xiang chong lai

如果能重来　
ru guo neng chong lai
诚实的去对待
cheng shi de qu dui dai
彼此都没疑猜　
bi ci dou mei yi cai
就没有理由分开
jiu mei you li you fen kai

如果能重来　
ru guo neng chong lai
回忆当作尘埃
hui yi dang zuo chen ai
心不曾被伤害　
xin bu ceng bei shang hai
就能无瑕疵地爱
jiu neng wu xia ci di ai
但是重来　
dan shi chong lai
却不能保证爱的成功或失败
que bu neng bao zheng ai de cheng gong huo shi bai
要重来多少次后才会明白
yao chong lai duo shao ci hou cai hui ming bai

如果能重来　
ru guo neng chong lai
诚实的去对待
cheng shi de qu dui dai
彼此都没疑猜　
bi ci dou mei yi cai
就没有理由分开
jiu mei you li you fen kai

如果能重来　
ru guo neng chong lai
回忆当作尘埃
hui yi dang zuo chen ai
心不曾被伤害　
xin bu ceng bei shang hai
就能无瑕疵地爱
jiu neng wu xia ci de ai

但是重来　
dan shi chong lai
却不能保证爱的成功或失败
que bu neng bao zheng ai de cheng gong huo shi bai
要重来多少次后才会明白
yao chong lai duo shao ci hou cai hui ming bai
要重来多少次后才会明白
yao chong lai duo shao ci hou cai hui ming bai