Thank you my dear friends ...

To my friends who were sensitive enough to notice that I was in need of help (as if it was not obvious enough), I thank you very much. Although your help does not directly affect me but I was very glad that I was contacted to let me know that you are there to fully support me. :)

To those whom I have talked to already, you already know that I was really deeply affected by my recent predicament. What I can say is that I am better now. Not a 100% but much better than when I have not talked you guys.

Everything takes time and based on my own experience, for me it really does take a long time. I have been through this a couple of times so I know how to handle it. You may not agree with my methods but I am not really just an average Joe. I have been dealing with my own matters using my own way for many many years and if it works for me then it shall be.

The strange thing is that although I am a seriously a forgetful person, some things were not forgotten despite the lapse of time. Some things are forever etched into my mind. Mostly they are good but even if they are not, it will serve as a reminder that I must not repeat the same mistakes. The pain should deter such stupid acts to be repeated.

One must be able to get back up by themself else they will not be able to stand again. It may not be easy but Im sure I will be able to stand again. I cannot be defeated like this. Just you wait ...