My current daily lullaby

My cousin introduced me this beautiful but sad song, Lavigne - 最後一次 (another version with lame actors).

在我最後一次閉上眼睛之前
我想對你說我愛你
在你懷裡捨不得放棄
心裡有千言萬語還沒說給你聽
我使勁全力不想閉上眼睛
這次告別就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘記
你曾經答應我你會好好活下去

先走了去了好遠的地方
不能再陪你看日出等不到天亮
所有回憶抹去卻並不容易
生死由天決定不要太傷心

在我最後一次閉上眼睛之前
我想對你說我愛你
在你懷裡捨不得放棄
心裡有千言萬語還沒說給你聽
我使勁全力不想閉上眼睛
這次告別就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘記
你曾經答應我你會好好活下去

在我最後一次閉上眼睛之前
我想對你說我愛你
在你懷裡捨不得放棄
心裡有千言萬語還沒說給你聽
我使勁全力不想閉上眼睛
這次告別就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘記
你曾經答應我你會好好活下去

This lullaby does not mean its boring or puts a sleeping spell on you, its just jives with something that i currently have struggling within me. My unwillingness to sleep for the fantasy that keeps on flashing in my head. The more i think about it, the more i feel that i should wake up. Alas, the time is still not right, i have still so much to do ...

Note : Again this song also does not reflect for what i feel for her. I have nothing for her anymore.