Happy Valentine's Day my friends.

I think the last 2 years i had been sick and really pissed her off. 2 years ago i had fever and last year i had diarrhea. I don't know what was expected of me since i could not really make it too far away from bed. But the past is past and dwelling on it does not do any good.

This year i had dinner with a good old friend, sort of a belated birthday cum farewell cum Valentine's dinner (on the 13th). Nothing fancy, quite pricey but hey its sort of a 3-in-1 :p Went shopping with her again and just looked around. I still have at least 2 new shirt which i haven't worn which i bought for CNY. I did however try to find a Nike shirt which i saw at another place for an affordable price, did not find it though :( .

On the day itself, i just camped at home, the lesson i got from the day before was that it will be a jam and there will be many many couples everywhere. A sight which i do not really fancy for the time being.

On the 15th, i continued my camping and even skipped another gathering with my another friend who is leaving. Reason being that im a bit of a crowd phobic and would avoid any situations which will have me being questioned. Sigh, i suppose this situation will remain until i have completed "Say Goodbye".

Now to end the sad stuff, let me share with you all an old favourite of mine. Joshua Kadison - Beautiful In My Eyes (right click save as if you don't already have the song)

You're my peace of mind in this crazy world.
You're everything I've tried to find, your love is a pearl.
You're my Mona Lisa, you're my rainbow skies,
and my only prayer is that you realize
you'll always be beautiful in my eyes.

The world will turn and the seasons will change,
and all the lessons we will learn will be beautiful and strange.
We'll have our fill of tears, our share of sighs.
And my only prayer is that you realize
you'll always be beautiful in my eyes.


You will always be beautiful in my eyes.
And the passing years will show
that you will always grow ever more beautiful in my eyes.


When there are lines upon my face from a lifetime of smiles,
and when the time comes to embrace for one long last while,
we can laugh about how time really flies.
We won't say goodbye 'cause true love never dies.
You'll always be beautiful in my eyes.


You will always be beautiful in my eyes.
And the passing years will show
that you will always grow ever more beautiful in my eyes.
The passing years will show that you will always grow
ever more beautiful in my eyes.