Mental breakdown ...

Everyone have got (at least) a chink in their armor. Even the supposed strongest men will falter in one way or another. What can be done by those who are beside them, to help support them and stand up again. External wounds are relatively simple to treat when compared to mental ones especially if they are unwilling to share.

I wish to help him as when he is sad, i am 10x sadder but i must not show it as i am his only rock. Sadly though i have no rock for me to fall back on. I don't see a solution where everyone will be happy if i were to mediate this problem as the target to work on is a selfish and un-co-operative person. I have sacrificed alot and had to face up with monumental challenges with only an advice which i held dear to since it was advised to me 5 years back, "船到桥头自然直".

My own problems i can handle but how do i break it to someone who is stubborn and may not understand every word i say? His problem is my problem as it will snowball to me eventually. Actually i don't even know how to answer his worry. I am already shouldering what came my way, this burden i have been shouldering for so long that i don't even know its there. Perhaps, that is why i cannot shrug off my spare tyre. Completely exhausted from shouldering all the ordeals that i can't bear to move and shape up.

Seems like i really cannot dwell in my fantasy anymore. *Self bitch slap to wake up!* Nothing ever works the way you want them to :( How i wish things are not like this so that i can have the chance. *More self bitch slap!*